My huge love

 America.

I will attain my goal, I will achieve my targets, work hardly for it, and attain what I wanted.

It is impossible to fail, to misunderstand the point where I could fail at wishes so big, that I couldn't forgive myself.

It is amazing what one love can do for its purpose.

All I breathe is you, all I think about is it, all I dream daily and night, is events and situations where I am there...

There will never be such pain like you.

An undelivered dream, an unforgiven miss, an opportunity that I have dreamt seizing all my life.

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<3

<3

*****

A continent far away, a land that smells like heaven, people that are like me, an environment that I breathe for.

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